Post for Monday

23 07 2012

Nothing new with me at the moment.

Our weekend was good.

We saw Batman.  I would recommend it to anyone.  Great wrap up to a trilogy

Sad start to the week with the stuff going on in Colorado.   As President Obama said…life is precious and each moment we have with each other is important.


Waste no more time talking about great souls and how they should be. Become one yourself!

Marcus Aurelius Antoninus
Roman Emperor, A.D. 161-180 (121 AD – 180 AD)

Totem – Spiders

12 09 2011

I can’t say that I have any particular love for spiders.  I have this thing about creepy crawlies.  The thing is I don’t like them…lol  There is something about having a bug  with that many arms and legs touch me that just gives me shivers.

It seems that the universe is  telling me different though.

It is said that the spider is the weaver of dreams.  That the spider’s web holds life together, meaning it shows us how connected we are to the each other.  The web connects our past with our present and teaches us to not forget our Creator.

I have been doing some research on spiders and came across these two websites:


When I first just slept together (no euphemism for sex, lol,  we actually just slept together) I had a dream about being caught in the most intricate and colorful spider’s web I have every seen.  Instead of a smooth circular pattern it was built in the design of the pentagon (hard angles).   Even the spider was in this design.  So every time I would try and break this web down to get away the spider would build it back quickly even before I could move forward.  It was really fascinating to see.  It was like the spider was saying to me that this was my point of staying.   That no matter how much I try this space was my space.


The second time my spider appeared in my dreams was the night I realized that I did not have to go home that I was with Master for good now.  This was a weird one though.  An eagle and a bear was trapped in the spider’s web.  When the eagle would try and break free of the spider’s web the spider would spin an even more intricate web to keep them trapped.  It was beautiful.

That for me was my next sign that being in Master’s house was were I needed to be.

Incidentally my fear of creepy crawlies does not include most spider’s anymore…lol  Most spider’s not all…lol



Service Book of Days 8/15/11

15 08 2011

Service Book of Days 11/8/10

8 11 2010
  • Outside my window… (weather, what do you hear, what do you see?)  the weather is cool.  it was sleeting today.  four days before my outdoor wedding and the weather is sleeting.  but i won’t let that bother me because despite it all i am marrying Master 🙂
  • my thoughts…are flitty…lol  pretty sure that that’s not a word but i have such nervous energy that i can’t sit still and neither can my thoughts.  and now what i am thinking about is what will happen after we are married?  argh darn my need to know how the future will turn out.
  • Today’s Quote… The only thing in life you do in order is age…everything else is random… Me
  • i am thankful for…change and being able to accept change.  growth…spiritual, emotional, natural growth.
  • From my service training…(any skills, training etc; notes you want to share this week) This one is my Master’s slave.  This one will always do as the Master commands.  These are the thoughts that I am ingraining inside of me.
  • From the kitchen…(menu for the week, what are you cooking?)  my menu for the week is pretty basic…i am planning to cook foodstuffs for the reception/bday parties. 🙂
  • i am wearing…my blue jean shirt and brown pants.
  • i am creating…(crafts, sewing etc;) Nothing new at the moment
  • my adventures this week…(where are you going this week?) I am getting married on Friday 🙂  That is a big adventure.
  • Becoming well read…(What are you reading this week?)  I think I want to read the Lovely Bones.
  • i manifest and co-create…(what are your hopes, dreams, and prayers this week) My life in freedom
  • Today’s Melody…(what music are you listening to? even if it’s just the sound of a bird…) The clickety clackety of my type writer keys as I finish up my work before I take some days off for vacation.
  • One of my favorite things…is to just hang with my family…nothing planned nothing scripted just taking the time to unwind together.
  • Still….life(share a picture you’ve taken OR a picture you found online that speaks to you)

The title of this picture is peaceful, serene, calm….woooosahhh

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MV’s esclave

Service Book of Days 9-7-9

7 09 2009
  • Outside my window…is a lot of noise going on as I have not been outside all day.  I have been hibernating.  Must be my pre-winter isolation coming on
  • my thoughts…are jumbled at the moment.  Keeping myself steadfast on the decisions that I made but trying not to give in to my need to not have anyone hurt.
  • Today’s Quote…telling someone you love them should never wait until the morning.
  • i am thankful for…my family, my health and the chances I get to see every day.
  • From my service training…i am continuing to learn how to appreciate myself and to not feel bogged down in the “what ifs”
  • From the kitchen… fried chicken, corn on the cob with a pinot grigio
  • i am wearing…luxuriating in my Master’s shirt.  He left it for me to wear when I miss him 🙂
  • i am creating… nothing…i am letting my Father’s universe guide me
  • my adventures this week… starting back to the gym and the kid’s first day of school
  • Becoming well read…A dragonfly in Amber…listening slowly to the Four Agreements (again)
  • Today’s Melody… Theme from Mahogany sung by Diana Ross “Do You Know Where your Going to”
  • One of my favorite things…is to hang out in my room with the peace of my own thoughts.  Sometimes it gets tough to interact with people.
  • Still….life…


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Master Void’s slave
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