As I mentioned last week Master and I are getting married…yay…really really soon…yay but argh.
Master said small ceremony big family reception. Fine with me. I think it would really be special if the ceremony included him, me and the children. Very personal…very special.
Planning this however has taken me through some changes. I am feeling pressure in planning the menu, finding a dress, finding a location and finding someone to marry us. I have been slowly freaking out and acting like a bridezilla as opposed to Master’s slave. With the pressure of the fast approaching deadline, i have found myself being snappish, a bit short and whiny. I haven’t lost my mind totally and snapped on Master, though as he has two friends that I don’t want to meet (Mr. Cranky and Mr. Sparky…electricity bad….lol) Master said to me yesterday that basically I need to get a grip and remember some perspective.
What I need to remember is that Master’s directives outweigh my tendency to want to go overboard. Small ceremony. Master’s slave first.