We are all united by our desire for the unusual. We crave our secret fetishes. We keep them private, and build up elaborate fantasies about them. If we are lucky, we get a chance to enact them. Make the real. Sometimes it is for but an hour, others it is for a weekend. A few of us get to live them all of our lives. We find that special partner to connect with. To help us reach our dreams.
Real life gets in the way a lot of times. Jobs, family, physical and mental health. Each of these can cause us to loose our path and loose our focus.
That has been my life lately. I am working hard on getting back on the path, but it is difficult. A challenge that must be faced. This isn’t just a part of my life, this is who I am. It is what makes me happy. It is why I chose my life partner and married her.
There is much that has been done, but there is much more that there is to do. For those of you in crisis, good luck. I know what its like.