Service Book of Days 8/8/11

Tonight is a really warm night.  One of my few days/nights left in NJ.  It’s kinda sad, nerve wracking, heart pounding, insomnia inducing, and very exciting.

My thoughts and emotions are all over the place.  Despite everything the one underlying thing that comes through is that this is right.  This is how my world is supposed to be. 🙂

I suspect that learning to be more “pliable” will be the prevailing theme.  I resolve to relax, relate, and release 🙂

If you refuse to be made straight when you are green, you will not be made straight when you are dry.African Proverb

I am thankful for my life.

I keep saying that I am learning nothing new but while having brunch with my girl friend I realize I have been learning.  I have been learning patience and the trust that comes with relying on someone other than me.

This week I will be driving down to NC to register my children for school. Part of the trust that I am learning is trusting someone else with my children.  Strangely, I really don’t have any squiggly feelings concerning his ability to take care of the kids it is more my letting go and letting him become Us and We and Our.

I am releasing all of the craziness of moving and listening to this book on tape called the Hunger Games.  It is a trilogy and it is turning out to be very interesting.  Sometimes her doubts become overwhelming and annoying but then I remember that the heroine is a 16 year old girl…lol

So random song started playing in my head today and I wish I could remember what it was because it was really random and was by Stevie Wonder.   I’ll no doubt remember when I am laying in bed about to drift off to sleep…lol

Right now I am wearing my favorite outfit for the past few months of cleanser and paint…lol

Still….my life in a picture.  A snapshot of what I am thinking today.

Angel Wings


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Published by esclave

submissive to Master Void

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